An interruption brought to you by Satan

Ugghhhh…

I have had a migraine powered by Satan all day long!

It hurts too much to keep my eyes open, let alone keep my head upright.

My neck, shoulders and back feel twisted right up to my brain.

Perhaps a reflection of my insides? my thoughts? my anguish?

These past three weeks have fuckin’ sucked it the worst possible way.

To be completely honest, i’m interrupted … very interrupted.

Decisions, decisions … the ultimate tug of war between heart and head.

Just thinking about it makes everything hurt all the more…

In completely unrelated news, its Ernie’s 7th birthday today.  Ernie is my best bud pup, a shitzu-poodle mix and I’m wishing him the very best of doggy days today.

Lovin you always Erns! xoxoxo

Purple Heart

Everyday she sits at her usual spot at the same hour

She sips her green tea, paper in tow, and often lets her mind escape her

Today she sat there wondering what it is about her that is so misunderstood

She is soft spoken and kind with not a hurtful bone in her frame

She is shy and sometimes speechless unless it concerns affairs of the heart

He, a tarnished soul, reluctant and seemingly disinterested

Avoids her and discards her very emotions as if she never walked this Earth

She is all the days that he chooses to ignore her

And each passing day is a blow to her esteem fueling an insecurity that has forever laid dormant

Only now he awakes the beast

Leaving her silent in question

If only he was here

He’d walk by her and see her at her usual spot, at her usual time, with paper in tow

But he would notice something that he didn’t know before

She wears a purple heart pinned to her sleeve

Not the courage kind you get dying for your country but the kind that signals that she is at war

At war with her heart and fighting for her honour

But she is courageous

She fights and continues to fight the good fight

Because she is pure

And she believes that one day he will see

That plastic in fact sinks and purities always rise to the top

And that alone is worth the fight